Upon seeing this image, a special wish is granted by the Universe especially for you.
Come rest in the Immaculate Heart of Mary and the Sacred Heart of Jesus. May I always be a humble servant and loving daughter. Courageous in the face of evil and determined in love. Always ready to protect and help my fellow man.
Sunday, January 4, 2015
Tuesday, November 18, 2014
Love Story
In Love, I am the
mountain,
Broody, insurmountable,
surrounded by the sea.
A mystery, everyone
says, what fortunate soul might conquer her?
Who would dare?
Truth be told, dying to
be overwhelmed, I softened my edges, allowed pride to crumble.
I became vulnerable,
ready, willing to be worn down by the sea, as is right.
Alas, exposed, below
me, my conqueror did not rise.
My Sea, my lover,
remained unstirred –
Uniformly void of
spume, of thunderous roar - of obsession.
Like a glass eye
viewing a masterpiece, he was equally oblivious to me.
Behold, how even my
shadow lays listless upon him, could he not, at the very least, stir
that!
I ask, O Lover, where
is your passion?
Where is your desire to
drag me beneath you!
Curse your
tranquillity!
If still waters run
deep, then I declare you fathomless!
Sailors call you
traitor!
The wind grows tired of
you!
And so do I!
O how you have brought
the lofty low.
Made miserable with the
longing to be wanted.
Why do you stay if you
have no desire to take?
What storms have
forgotten you in my wake?
Abandoned you to my
shores!
I, the Mountain, it
seems, must crumble down into your depths and carry you away!
Why is it that I must
hammer against you!
Its not fair!
Its shameful!
O Sea, why don't you
beat against me, consume me, drag me beneath you.
Like the other waters
do, to the other mountains.
Leave me dry!
Leave me be!
But do not leave me to
beat myself to sand.
Do not have me reduce
myself to sparkles on a distant shore.
Its your duty done,
yes, well executed to be sure, but far from the bard's pretty
telling.
That is too cruel,
even for you.
Salty, demon!
Made of my tears.
Why don't you want me?
O where is your
passion?
I ask and I ask again,
but you never answer!
Questions with no
answers become riddles!
In love, I am the
mountain,
Unwanted! Abandoned!
Tormented!
A curse upon you! To
heck with it!
I shall ask instead:
Why do you stay?
True and steady as a
clear blue sky, as close to me as the wind on my face,
holding my shadow.
Embracing me, where I
touch you.
Because you love me?
Because you hate me?
Or is it sad mistake
that leaves you lapping eternally at my stones?
By Jaymee Bennett
Friday, November 14, 2014
A Rose by Any Other Name
Be watchful of the
naming of things.
Word has power.
To take away, or make.
Like love!
The nameless manifested it, yet we dared name it.
Context lost!
Love! Here it is! Found!
Struck off its branch; an apple ripe for its first bite.
Yet, what we hold in our hand, is no longer that which grew on the tree.
No longer that which God knew.
Become now, a mystery to all.
Only we don't see it!
Blissfully ignorant to the facsimile made.
We turn it over, feel it in the palm – apple, apple, apple, we say – understood, catalogued, yet failure to see, that the fruit is now limited.
Blinded in understanding, the mystery is lost to the sweetness of the taste of apple.
Become sweetness and crunch, it can no longer grow beyond our comprehension.
Woe to you! Better that you had left it as presented! As offered!
How bold, how presumptuous! To declare the name of another’s offspring?
When meeting for the first time, is the finger pointed and one stranger declared by the other as to who he is?
Would it not, that we had waited for the stranger to reveal their own name! Would we not know him better then?
If we have named everything, and nothing named by itself, or its creator, how can it be, that we can claim knowledge of it?
A universe of mysteries transformed, lost, in becoming known.
God!
We have named him too, but ask, has he named himself?
He did not name his creations, created in his image. We named them!
That which another meticulously dreamt up, purposely fashioned, placed, yet, belovedly, limitlessly, left unnamed.
We named.
An artist's craftsmanship mistaken for indifference, an oversight, an omission, or at best the gift of freewill.
Such is the faith we place in the institution of naming and and being named.
Of claiming.
Listen! Take care if you would behold the truth!
Unname that which you have labelled!
Renounce your titles!
Seek no longer its name, rather, seek its entirety, its fluidity, the context of your first experience with it.
And for heaven's sake, ask yourself, what is apple?
Or better yet, what is Love?
Word has power.
To take away, or make.
Like love!
The nameless manifested it, yet we dared name it.
Context lost!
Love! Here it is! Found!
Struck off its branch; an apple ripe for its first bite.
Yet, what we hold in our hand, is no longer that which grew on the tree.
No longer that which God knew.
Become now, a mystery to all.
Only we don't see it!
Blissfully ignorant to the facsimile made.
We turn it over, feel it in the palm – apple, apple, apple, we say – understood, catalogued, yet failure to see, that the fruit is now limited.
Blinded in understanding, the mystery is lost to the sweetness of the taste of apple.
Become sweetness and crunch, it can no longer grow beyond our comprehension.
Woe to you! Better that you had left it as presented! As offered!
How bold, how presumptuous! To declare the name of another’s offspring?
When meeting for the first time, is the finger pointed and one stranger declared by the other as to who he is?
Would it not, that we had waited for the stranger to reveal their own name! Would we not know him better then?
If we have named everything, and nothing named by itself, or its creator, how can it be, that we can claim knowledge of it?
A universe of mysteries transformed, lost, in becoming known.
God!
We have named him too, but ask, has he named himself?
He did not name his creations, created in his image. We named them!
That which another meticulously dreamt up, purposely fashioned, placed, yet, belovedly, limitlessly, left unnamed.
We named.
An artist's craftsmanship mistaken for indifference, an oversight, an omission, or at best the gift of freewill.
Such is the faith we place in the institution of naming and and being named.
Of claiming.
Listen! Take care if you would behold the truth!
Unname that which you have labelled!
Renounce your titles!
Seek no longer its name, rather, seek its entirety, its fluidity, the context of your first experience with it.
And for heaven's sake, ask yourself, what is apple?
Or better yet, what is Love?
By Jaymee Bennett
Wednesday, November 12, 2014
Something out of Nothing
How can something appear from nothing?
There is no ink here.
No page to write upon.
No place in existence where this message is.
But yet?
Here it is, beneath your eyes.
In your brain.
Gift from Google!
Creation works the same.
No blocks.
No space.
Search unlimited!
There is no ink here.
No page to write upon.
No place in existence where this message is.
But yet?
Here it is, beneath your eyes.
In your brain.
Gift from Google!
Creation works the same.
No blocks.
No space.
Search unlimited!

Monday, November 10, 2014
The Hammer – A Poem for The Light
O, Let the sparks fly!
Set ablaze, that’s
how I can best describe it.
with faith,
with trust,
with grace,
As the Hand of Saint
Michael – Five Pointed Star, raises me up and strikes me down,
forcing form, striking sparks.
From what? I do not
know.
To what end? I do not
know.
How does it begin? Now,
that I know.
It beings with trust.
It begins with grace.
Oh, and with sincerity!
As bright as sunlight
and deep as shadows.
That’s how it begins.
Sunday, November 2, 2014
The Oak Tree
A mighty wind blew night and day.
It stole the oak tree's leaves away,
Then snapped its bark
until the oak was tired and stark.
But still the oak tree held its ground
while other trees feel all around....
The weary wind gave up and spoke,
"How can you still be standing, Oak?"
The oak tree said, "I know that you
can break each branch of mine in two,
carry every leaf away,
shake my limbs, and make me sway.
But I have roots stretched in the earth,
growing stronger since my birth.
You'll never touch them, for you see,
they are the deepest part of me.
Until today, I wasn't sure
of just how much I could endure.
But now I've found, with thanks to you,
I"m stronger that I ever knew.
It stole the oak tree's leaves away,
Then snapped its bark
until the oak was tired and stark.
But still the oak tree held its ground
while other trees feel all around....
The weary wind gave up and spoke,
"How can you still be standing, Oak?"
The oak tree said, "I know that you
can break each branch of mine in two,
carry every leaf away,
shake my limbs, and make me sway.
But I have roots stretched in the earth,
growing stronger since my birth.
You'll never touch them, for you see,
they are the deepest part of me.
Until today, I wasn't sure
of just how much I could endure.
But now I've found, with thanks to you,
I"m stronger that I ever knew.
Saturday, November 1, 2014
The Welcoming of The Jewel in the Crown
Words I choose you
carefully – stones to build with.
The hammer of a grace
filled heart to guide me, I set my tools against the page.
No page at all, in
reality, but a place in creation.
Here, now I write the
words:
A dark purple stone
joyous with light emerges.
It rests in my hands,
my fingers spread wide to cup its form, above the ebb and flow of the
eternal sea.
A being of beauty, of
love, created for all to look upon, I name her – Jewel in the Crown.
A thousand thousand
angels come with purple wings to admire the beautiful thing, to enjoy
her creation.
Source is with us, a
spiral of blessings.
For the light, for the
joy, for the love, for the wonder.
Oh how wondrous, the
ability to create, to share!
To bring forth from the
light, more light!
Monday, October 27, 2014
The Hopeful Forging of Micheal The Lion's Scabbard
Great one who is God's
light with your sword grasped in both hands --its blade sunk deep
into the spiritual ocean, the first water.
You who kneel before God, I kneel before you.
Your armour is silver, but it is the nature of gold that you glow with, your form blessed by God's rays.
In awe, my eyes hold
yours. You are the light of the world.
Transmute me! Temper my darkness, guide me onto your path.
Take your hand from your sword and grasp me instead, plunge me beneath the waves of purity, baptise me so that I may become like you.
Seal me: my flesh, mind and spirit, to the eternal true light.
I do not know God's true name, nor his shape, I do not know how to worship him or please him. I am as ignorant as you are light.
And I humbly beg for you to change that for me.
Accept me as your squire, although I am made of dust, True King, make of me your scabbard.
Monday, October 20, 2014
Promise of the dawn
She opened her eyes
today and the sun rose in them.
No difference, you see,
between the dawning and her – the gentle glide of the sun around
the curve of the planet, the same as the drawing back of her eyelids
from her gaze.
The seer and the seen.
Draped about her, a
dragon; the denizens of this place of limitless sky, sea and
clear-light.
Awoken, the girl is
light merging with light.
The Great Crystal Tree
had awoken her – stretched out its light to touch her.
Its angels swooped, not
in time with the girl, but dashing about the great tree, flying on
wings of light around its branches hung with stars and planets.
The girl had slept,
upon the cliff, above the ocean sharing its horizon with the clear
blue sky -- but no longer.
The dawn has broken.
She is awoken.
Tuesday, March 11, 2014
A billion stars ...
"a billion stars go spinning through the night, blazing high above your head. But in you is the presence that will be, when all the stars are dead."
-- Rainer Maria Rilke:
-- Rainer Maria Rilke:
Thursday, October 24, 2013
Prayer of Wealth for the happiness of all beings directed to the 16th and 17th Karmapas!
With the pure clear joy
of the universal light I go eternally to refuge in the buddha, the
dharma, and the sanga !
With the pure clear joy
of the universal light I go eternally to refuge in the buddha, the
dharma, and the sanga !
With the pure clear joy
of the universal light I go eternally to refuge in the buddha, the
dharma, and the sanga !
Blessed am I to have
the attention of the Karmapa ! Rangjung Rigpe Dorje, 16th
Karmapa who blessed the West and shone the light of the Dharma into
the darkness !
Blessed am I to have
the attention of the Karmapa ! Trinlay Thaye Dorje, 17th
Karmapa who blesses the West and shines the light of the Dharma into
the darkness !
Doubt has vanished !
Confidence reigns
supreme !
Oh Karmapa!
With, mind, spirit,
speech, and body I bow down to you with more minds, spirits, words,
and bodies then all the atoms of the universe, I bow down!
Hear my call! Blow the
great conch and make all obstacles disappear! Make endless
wealth appear!
Wealth to promote the
Dharma, wealth for Karma Euzer Ling! Wealth to build a great stupa
of inspiration! Wealth to cleanse all obstacles from my life!!
Wealth to reveal the diamond way completely!
With sincerest
confidence this request is made!
The joy of sharing at
least half of all wealth that manifests with Karma Euzer Ling already
fills my heart! The sight of the stupa casting its golden shadow
across French fields brings overwhelming bliss!
The knowledge that all
financial blockages are removed from Karma Euzer Ling and myself leaving only
space for dharma brings ultimate bliss!
This request fills the centerless and borderless universal mind. All that is unborn resonates with its confidence and becomes over and over again!
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Saturday, August 31, 2013
Precious chance, precious human life
With every moment I remember my purpose. I remember the truth and weep from joy, compassion, and gratitude for the guidance I have received from the endless fields of purity.
Your true nature is compassion, love, gratitude.
May all the merit of every moment that I create be dedicated to all the beings in existence so that they realize their true nature and cease to suffer.
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Monday, July 29, 2013
Blessed Grand Star of David Alignment
Blessed Grand Star of
David Alignment
As above, so below, I
dwell in the centre of this majestic event today. I state my
intentions – my greatest hope and desire
I ask the light to
receive and sanctify this request, remove all impurities and
blockages that obstruct its fruition.
I matched with my
masculine half, create the frequency that allows the greatest of
lights to come into the physical.
I am not worthy but
only say the word and I shall be.
I surrender to divine
will.
I align with the divine
Thursday, July 11, 2013
Infinite gratitude to the All-Tree
All-Tree, thank you so very much for accepting me under your guidance
Thank you
so much for guiding me to the infinite branches of the great
All.
I hope
always and forever to dwell in its dappled light. It is in this house of my soul that I will learn the healing path.
I have
much to learn but now I dwell beneath the All-Tree, I will always find both
the questions and the answers.
Today marks the start of a new journey toward completion.
Monday, June 24, 2013
Healing to all that wish to receive it.
I extend to the Universe and all beings that dwell within the creation the offer of
healing. If you are in need of healing please email me at
Billancourt7@hotmail.com
My ability to heal
comes directly from the universe and is offered free to all those who
are lead to receive it.
This is the very first
time i have made such and offer but i feel as if the healing path is
my calling and guided by the divine Mother and Father I trust that i
can bring balance to all those who seek.
I am especially drawn
to the healing of fertility troubles so write to me if you feel
guided to do so.
With sincerity and
guided by love and the highest beings and frequencies of light this
offer is made on behalf of the creation, the void, and all that lives
between.
All Karma that is generated in this exchange is dedicated to all the beings within existence so that they can come to realize their true Buddha nature and cease to suffer.
Sunday, June 23, 2013
The Dance of Father Phoenix and Mother Dragon
We are Life, the
expression of the (almost) coming together of the void and mater : our
Mother and Father.
Like fire and water,
they spiral eternally into each other, they can never touch for to do
so would be for both to cease, yet the very space that their great
passion and love creates, is life -- the byproduct of the greatest love story that ever will be.
Ask Blessed Father Phoenix and
Mother Dragon to show you how to balance the spiral so that you too can learn to dance.
Tuesday, May 21, 2013
Three, Seven, Nine
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Sol (balance)
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Positive (Growth)
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Negative (Acceptance)
Monday, May 20, 2013
Love and be love.
This is the simply truth to change the word. There is no religion, to arguments, no need for opinion. There is simply love and shining that love out into the Creator and Creation.
Holy Spirit, carry this song to those that seek its message.
Saturday, May 18, 2013
The surprising reason for God, the Universe, and everything.
The surprising reason
for God, the Universe, and Everything.
In writing this post I
accept I am engaging in a little bit of existentialism not for the
purpose of it bearing the fruit of enlightenment, but rather for
fun and exploration.
The Idea.
What if our true self
outside of existence's (here after referred to as the Creator) true desire is to
completely forget that it exists outside of the existence. What if
every seeker and discoverer of the true nature of existence actually disturbed the true intention of existence. What if every time a seeker discovers their true nature (I.e remembers they
are the Creator) the Creator erases that pathway to truth over and
over again.
Why would we/it do this?
Answer: for the express purpose of bringing into being a perfect existence in which the Creation can not remember the Creator which would allow the Creator to exist in perfect, unbreakable amnesia to his true self.
Why would we/it do this?
Answer: for the express purpose of bringing into being a perfect existence in which the Creation can not remember the Creator which would allow the Creator to exist in perfect, unbreakable amnesia to his true self.
Self denial of infinite proportions.
This thought occurred to
me while exploring the exact opposite of this idea – that the
Creator wants us to find him because the moment when we gaze into the
Creator as he gazes into us, existing as individuals who are in fact
aware they are the other brings about the zero point, the bliss
and ultimately the meaning of existence.
This zero point brings about The
Holy Trinity which are one – The Creator, the Creation, the Holy
Spirit.
As
the Creator gazes at the Creation, the spirit of animation (The Holy
Spirit) moves through the Creation. When the Creation aware of the Holy
Spirit moving within it, turns this spirit of animation back into the Creator, the Holy Spirit moves through
the Creator. When the Creation does this the Creator exists, when
the Creator breathes the Holy Spirit into the Creation, it exists.
So
what is the Holy Spirit?
Loneliness: Gateway to freedom and deeper understanding of your divinity
Loneliness instead of
being a negative emotion can be explored and bring you closer to the
Creator, maybe even closer than the experience of love.
The Creator (our divine
-self aware true self) as the animator of existence and the only true
thing, (who most importantly has knowledge of this fact), would
experience loneliness possibly even more than love.
In examining the
feeling of loneliness a deeper understanding of our true nature; of
our reason for existing as we are now (individual, blocked from
seeing our true nature) can be grasped. A connection that produces
an up-welling of compassion for the Creator (who of course is
ourselves but existing outside of the existence).
So in writing this post
I wish to reach out to all who feel loneliness, all who might
mistakenly believe that the reasons they are lonely was their fault
(lack of friends, social skills etc.) and realise that the loneliness
they feel is a rich experience tool that can guide you toward
understanding of the one true self and your own self-perceptions.
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