A billion stars ...

"a billion stars go spinning through the night, blazing high above your head. But in you is the presence that will be, when all the stars are dead."

-- Rainer Maria Rilke:

Prayer of Wealth for the happiness of all beings directed to the 16th and 17th Karmapas!

With the pure clear joy of the universal light I go eternally to refuge in the buddha, the dharma, and the sanga !

With the pure clear joy of the universal light I go eternally to refuge in the buddha, the dharma, and the sanga !

With the pure clear joy of the universal light I go eternally to refuge in the buddha, the dharma, and the sanga !

Blessed am I to have the attention of the Karmapa ! Rangjung Rigpe Dorje, 16th Karmapa who blessed the West and shone the light of the Dharma into the darkness !

Blessed am I to have the attention of the Karmapa ! Trinlay Thaye Dorje, 17^th Karmapa who blesses the West and shines the light of the Dharma into the darkness !

Doubt has vanished !

Confidence reigns supreme !

Oh Karmapa!

With, mind, spirit, speech, and body I bow down to you with more minds, spirits, words, and bodies then all the atoms of the universe, I bow down!

Hear my call! Blow the great conch and make all obstacles disappear! Make endless wealth appear!

Wealth to promote the Dharma, wealth for Karma Euzer Ling! Wealth to build a great stupa of inspiration! Wealth to cleanse all obstacles from my life!! Wealth to reveal the diamond way completely!

With sincerest confidence this request is made!

The joy of sharing at least half of all wealth that manifests with Karma Euzer Ling already fills my heart! The sight of the stupa casting its golden shadow across French fields brings overwhelming bliss!

The knowledge that all financial blockages are removed from Karma Euzer Ling and myself leaving only space for dharma brings ultimate bliss!

This request fills the centerless and borderless universal mind. All that is unborn resonates with its confidence and becomes over and over again!

Precious chance, precious human life

With every moment I remember my purpose.  I remember the truth and weep from joy, compassion, and gratitude for the guidance I have received from the endless fields of purity.

Your true nature is compassion, love, gratitude.

May all the merit of every moment that I create be dedicated to all the beings in existence so that they realize their true nature and cease to suffer.

Blessed Grand Star of David Alignment

Blessed Grand Star of David Alignment

As above, so below, I dwell in the centre of this majestic event today. I state my intentions – my greatest hope and desire

I ask the light to receive and sanctify this request, remove all impurities and blockages that obstruct its fruition.

I matched with my masculine half, create the frequency that allows the greatest of lights to come into the physical.

I am not worthy but only say the word and I shall be.

I surrender to divine will.

I align with the divine

Infinite gratitude to the All-Tree

All-Tree, thank you so very much for accepting me under your guidance

Thank you so much for guiding me to the infinite branches of the great All.

I hope always and forever to dwell in its dappled light. It is in this house of my soul that I will learn the healing path. 

I have much to learn but now I dwell beneath the All-Tree, I will always find both the questions and the answers.

Today marks the start of a new journey toward completion.

Healing to all that wish to receive it.

I extend to the Universe and all beings that dwell within the creation the offer of healing. If you are in need of healing please email me at Billancourt7@hotmail.com

My ability to heal comes directly from the universe and is offered free to all those who are lead to receive it.

This is the very first time i have made such and offer but i feel as if the healing path is my calling and guided by the divine Mother and Father I trust that i can bring balance to all those who seek.

I am especially drawn to the healing of fertility troubles so write to me if you feel guided to do so.

With sincerity and guided by love and the highest beings and frequencies of light this offer is made on behalf of the creation, the void, and all that lives between.

All Karma that is generated in this exchange is dedicated to all the beings within existence so that they can come to realize their true Buddha nature and cease to suffer. 

The Dance of Father Phoenix and Mother Dragon

We are Life, the expression of the (almost) coming together of the void and mater : our Mother and Father.

Like fire and water, they spiral eternally into each other, they can never touch for to do so would be for both to cease, yet the very space that their great passion and love creates, is life -- the byproduct of the greatest love story that ever will be.

Ask Blessed Father Phoenix and Mother Dragon to show you how to balance the spiral so that you too can learn to dance.  

Three, Seven, Nine

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Sol (balance)

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Positive (Growth)

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Negative (Acceptance)

Love and be love.

This is the simply truth to change the word.  There is no religion, to arguments, no need for opinion.  There is simply love and shining that love out into the Creator and Creation. 

Holy Spirit, carry this song to those that seek its message. 

The surprising reason for God, the Universe, and everything.

The surprising reason for God, the Universe, and Everything.

In writing this post I accept I am engaging in a little bit of existentialism not for the purpose of it bearing the fruit of enlightenment, but rather for fun and exploration.

The Idea.

What if our true self outside of existence's (here after referred to as the Creator) true desire is to completely forget that it exists outside of the existence. What if every seeker and discoverer of the true nature of existence actually disturbed the true intention of existence.  What if every time a seeker discovers their true nature (I.e remembers they are the Creator) the Creator erases that pathway to truth over and over again.

Why would we/it do this?

Answer: for the express purpose of bringing into being a perfect existence in which the Creation can not remember the Creator which would allow the Creator to exist in perfect, unbreakable amnesia to his true self.

Self denial of infinite proportions.

This thought occurred to me while exploring the exact opposite of this idea – that the Creator wants us to find him because the moment when we gaze into the Creator as he gazes into us, existing as individuals who are in fact aware they are the other brings about the zero point, the bliss and ultimately the meaning of existence.

This zero point brings about The Holy Trinity which are one – The Creator, the Creation, the Holy Spirit.

As the Creator gazes at the Creation, the spirit of animation (The Holy Spirit) moves through the Creation. When the Creation aware of the Holy Spirit moving within it, turns this spirit of animation back into the Creator, the Holy Spirit moves through the Creator. When the Creation does this the Creator exists, when the Creator breathes the Holy Spirit into the Creation, it exists.

So what is the Holy Spirit?  

Loneliness: Gateway to freedom and deeper understanding of your divinity

Loneliness instead of being a negative emotion can be explored and bring you closer to the Creator, maybe even closer than the experience of love.

The Creator (our divine -self aware true self) as the animator of existence and the only true thing, (who most importantly has knowledge of this fact), would experience loneliness possibly even more than love.

In examining the feeling of loneliness a deeper understanding of our true nature; of our reason for existing as we are now (individual, blocked from seeing our true nature) can be grasped. A connection that produces an up-welling of compassion for the Creator (who of course is ourselves but existing outside of the existence).

So in writing this post I wish to reach out to all who feel loneliness, all who might mistakenly believe that the reasons they are lonely was their fault (lack of friends, social skills etc.) and realise that the loneliness they feel is a rich experience tool that can guide you toward understanding of the one true self and your own self-perceptions.  

You are the mud in which the lotus seed is planted.

You are the mud of Samsara.

You are the shelter for the Jewel in the Lotus.

You are the house of Dharma.

Flowing from the begininglessness you are the house in which the karmic winds shelter.

You are the shepard who guides the lotus to self-realisation!

Hail!  Shelter for the Jewel in the Lotus!

Hail! Jewel in the Lotus who spring from the mud of Samsara!

The Secret to receiving is accepting.

The Secret to receiving is accepting.

You will have probably found that when you try and walk with spirit a little part of you thinks you have to give up something to be worthy of the honour.

I have given away things as offerings to spirit to show the universe how I much I want to be one with it. A feather in its wing so to speak.

However, this need to “sacrifice” is in reality a blockage within us all that has to be cleared to allow true trust to grow.

Spirit is our Mother, and wants to give to us so that we are happy, she (for want of a better pronoun) does not want anything but our trust. Does your Mother ask you to give her things, or does she give to you?

We have to learn to trust that walking beside Spirit and following her guidance is all that is required to stand in the universal circle of light.

The Shaman's path.

 "The earth is calling to you. It has something for you. This great creature upon which we live wishes to give you its energy to empower your life."

 

 

 

Scared Warrior to heal the Spirit.

 

Scared Clown to heal the Soul.

 

Scared Shaman to heal the body. 

Mother, please guide me.

I accept your guidance with a heart full of love and thanks. But most of all this time, with absolute trust.

Spiritual Wine

I had a dream last night where I was in a shop of medicines.

The sign said that any of the bottles that tipped toward you were the ones you needed to heal yourself.

Several bottles tipped toward me and they were a sort of talc, Quartz liquid crystal.

When I woke in the morning I looked online to see if there was any "Quartz liquid crystal" I could drink, or quartz crystal talc.

I couldn't find any but I remembered that you can place crystals into your drinking water. Something I have been meaning to try but haven't got around to.

So, after asking my quartz crystal if it was ok with it being in water for a while, I made my Spiritual Wine and made a special place for it so that I can remember the pure intentions that I have placed in my water.

I am really excited to see what the result of drinking this water will be over the coming weeks and I hope it can help me overcome something in my life that I have not found the inner strenght to beat.

 

Thankyou all creation for guiding me.

 

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The secret of Versailles

Last summer, I had the amazing luck of saving (adopting) a quartz crystal scepter from the waves of a Brittany beach.

I loved this crystal with all my heart, but I felt its journey wasn't finished.

I took this crystal scepter to the Palace of Versailles, in France, and placed it in a tree of three trunks in the centre of the King's garden there.

This is a place of very powerful old trees who have heard the secrets of kings and peasants alike.

 I have "lost" my crystal but I will always have that connection to those old trees in the kings garden at Versailles.  I am now a member of that place of power, thanks to the little quartz crystal scepter that came to me in Brittany.

Always remember that you are the guardian not the keeper of your crystals.

They will carry your memory with them forever, even if you don't always carry them.

Athough the tree depicted is not my crystal tree in Versailles, it is a very important tree called Tane Mahuta in Nz, who is around 2000 years old.

Trees and Crystals are very much the same beings, honor them and they will bless you.

Celestite and Lucid Dreaming

One of the ways I have always wanted to explore my spiritual path is on the dreamscape.  There you can find teachers and face challenges that can help you become closer to the true you.

A few weeks back I was in NZ and felt compelled to buy a small blue crystal called Celestite.  I knew nothing about it, but when I got home I looked it up on the net and was excited to see the stone helped with lucid dreaming and connection to Guardian angels.

I have slept with the stone next to my pillow and to date I have had no less than five lucid dreams since it has been with me.

On the very first night I bought it, I started lucid dreaming.   I was being pulled rapidly up through the sky which caused me to panic.  For some reason I called out to my Guardian Angels (not something I have ever done before) to protect me.  I instantly froze in mid air and woke up.

Every one of the lucid dreams I have had with my Celestite, I have called out to my Guardian angels for help if things were getting too out of control and they have woken me up. 

Last night, I couldn't get out of my lucid dream, and kept waking up but still being on the dreamscape.  I started to panic, so I called out for help, and I woke up for real.

I really regret leaving that dreamscape because it was a very strong lucid dream and I could have got a lot of work done!  However, knowing that at any moment all I have to do is call out to my guardians and I will wake up, has given me more confidence on the dreamscape.

Confidence and self-belief are vital tools when creating your own dreams, which thanks to my celestite and my new relationship with my Guardian angels, are getting stronger everyday.

Anyway I wanted to share because I know there are many seekers out there who wish to lucid dream but havent yet, or at least not as much as they would like.

Wishing you all good luck with your own adventures with finding your own Celestite and your lucid dreams.

Thunderhawk Woman and the crocheted bag

Today, I placed my crystals in a circle and ask them to hold the space for me this day, to hold my calling out into the universe for my crystal skull.  Not mine as in the sense of ownership but in being its guardian for this earthwalk.
In meditation I received a name 'Thunderhawk Woman".  I saw her, about 60, with a very colourful crocheted bag with a small hand sized crystal skull nestled within.

This skull was very happy with its guardian and it was made of very light rose quartz, I think. Thunderhawk Women had very distintive eyes. 

I am reaching out to acknowledge this communication with this person in my 'vision', I don't know what it meant, or who she was, or how I could possibly come to meet her.

But I have faith in the manifestation powers of creation, the power or love, and my own inner knowing that tells me to place this message here.  Not on one dimension, but on multiple, where the eyes of the spirits can see and guide my intention.

A call into the universe

I am calling now for my crystal skull to come to me.  I call with the voice of the ancients.

I am ready to accept and take on this sacred charge.

I am open to receive.